I trip on LSD for the first time with someone whose name will be omitted to protect the extremely guilty.
I meet Nadine.
I meet Janine.
Janine and I “hang out” for a while.
Nadine and I “hang out” for a while.
One of my all time lingering regrets is that a relationship with Nadine did not come to pass. She’s a hot Harvard lawyer now.
Begin my senior year at DePauw. I lived in Rector.
Cathy and I break up.
I try to kill myself. An attempt is made to hospitalize me. I avoid this by agreeing to therapy.
I spend a lot of the summer in therapy and on anti-depressants.
I stay on campus during the summer, rooming with Ryan. We have a mysterious passive-aggressive falling out. But then we went out to the soccer field and beat each other up with foam SCA swords. It seemed to help.
I discover the card game Magic: The Gathering. I promptly become obsessed with it, dragging everyone around me into a sick addiction. I ended up making about $600 selling premium cards on the Internet. Pre eBay, yo.
Start dating Cathy.
I have a premonition that we will get married, but it will end in disaster. I didn’t care.
Dave, Ryan and I make the short film, “K.” It tests the endurance of our friendships.
I start smoking. I discover that I lack whatever genetic switch that makes people addicted to nicotine, alcohol or drugs. I switch my use of such things on and off for years later.